Not Me
Monday, December 28, 2009
Football is not my life.
Neither do fashion.
That explain why my life rely heavily on slippers. =P
So please do not complaint. Can you?
First Week
Friday, December 25, 2009
Great week I had so far in Malaysia.
8A's for my younger brother. Alhamdulillah.
Something related to my guitar. Improving =)
Good food. Mak masak sedap!!
This bunch of girls thought I'm in Form 5. Okay, that's cool!
Matchmaking? Wahahahah .. no comment. lol
I'm learning how to service the car. Bosan but at least I know how to..
Met some of my high school teachers. Dikutuk dan dikeji cause I'm back in Malaysia in less than 4 months. haih
Gossiping nights with my favourite aunty. haha
I've no idea how to drive a car now. Nyanyuk dy.
Singapore? Singapura? ...........
"Eh, awak dah kurus ek?" The replied: "That's merely an illusion. Jangan tertipu" =P
finally
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Malaysia .. finally =)
Alhamdulillah
new beginning
Friday, December 18, 2009
Salam Maal Hijrah
"Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end."
For last year’s words belong to last year’s language.
And next year’s words await another voice.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
Salam Awal Muharram.
Happy New Year 1431H/2009
For last year’s words belong to last year’s language.
And next year’s words await another voice.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
Salam Awal Muharram.
Happy New Year 1431H/2009
Maher Zain
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
It is He Who made the sun to be a shining glory and the moon to be a light (of beauty), and measured out stages for her; that ye might know the number of years and the count (of time). Nowise did Allah create this but in truth and righteousness. (Thus) doth He explain His Signs in detail, for those who understand. (10:5)
Pak Tam
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
meet my guitar.
my two month old guitar.
my two month old guitar.
pak tam
God Knoweth
Friday, December 11, 2009
Called home yesterday.
Ayah text me.
Ayah gave a call.
Called kaklong.
Miss emak.
Told kaklong to tell her that.
Mak sent a message.
"I love you"
Emotionally unstable yesterday.
Back to my normal state today.
Ayah text me.
Ayah gave a call.
Called kaklong.
Miss emak.
Told kaklong to tell her that.
Mak sent a message.
"I love you"
Emotionally unstable yesterday.
Back to my normal state today.
But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But God knoweth, and ye know not.2:216
Down
Thursday, December 10, 2009
This is so far the most terrible moment in my life. And the mind keep thinking :
I never cried this much after any exams in my life. But now, I think I've felt how it feel to turn down the expectation of your own self, your family, your sponsor and your teacher. I do not need to know the results to know how bad I did just now. I'm just ..........
It makes you start to ponder upon your choice. But who is it to blame if not yourself, right? I've made the decision to decorate my own life. And now, I need to pay for the price.
O Lord, to you I pray, please shower me your mercy and strength for I need it so much right now.
Maybe this is what I need to face as the road I've taken isn't always clear. Sometimes there's torn and rocks trying to stop your way. Sometimes you need to crawl and not walk and sometimes you need to climb although it's steep. Perhaps, this is how my story has been written. And only He knows best.
AM I BEING PAID TO STUDY HERE TO START PANICKING IN THE MIDDLE OF EXAMS?
I never cried this much after any exams in my life. But now, I think I've felt how it feel to turn down the expectation of your own self, your family, your sponsor and your teacher. I do not need to know the results to know how bad I did just now. I'm just ..........
It makes you start to ponder upon your choice. But who is it to blame if not yourself, right? I've made the decision to decorate my own life. And now, I need to pay for the price.
O Lord, to you I pray, please shower me your mercy and strength for I need it so much right now.
Maybe this is what I need to face as the road I've taken isn't always clear. Sometimes there's torn and rocks trying to stop your way. Sometimes you need to crawl and not walk and sometimes you need to climb although it's steep. Perhaps, this is how my story has been written. And only He knows best.
Alam Barzakh
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Ku Merintih, Aku Menangis,
Ku Meratap, Aku Mengharap,
Ku Meminta Di hidupkan Semula,
Agar Dapat Kembali Ke Dunia Nyata
Perjalanan Rohku,
Melengkapi Sebuah Kembara,
Singgah Di Rahim Bonda,
Sebelum Menjejak Ke Dunia,
Menanti Di Barzakh,
Sebelum Berangkat Ke Mahsyar,
Diperhitung Amalan,
Penentu Syurga Atau Sebaliknya
Tanah Yang Basah Berwarna Merah,
Semerah Mawar Dan Jugak Rindu,
7 Langkah Pun Baru Berlalu,
Susai Talkin Penanda Syahdu,
Tenang Dan Damai Di Pusaraku,
Nisan Batu Menjadi Tugu,
Namun Tak Siapa Pun Tahu Resah Penantianku
Terbangkitnya Aku Dari Sebuah Kematian,
Seakan Ku Dengari,
Tangis Mereka Yang Ku Tinggalkan,
Kehidupan Disini Bukan Suatu Khayalan
Tetapi Ia Sebenar Kejadian
Kembali Oh Kembali,
Kembalilah Kedalam Diri,
Sendirian Sendiri,
Sendiri Bertemankan Sepi,
Hanya Kain Putih Yang Membaluti Tubuhku,
Terbujur Dan Kaku,
Jasad Terbujur Didalam Keranda Kayu
Ajal Yang Datang Dibuka Pintu ,
Tiada Siapa Yang Memberi Tahu,
Tiada Siapa Pun Dapat Hindari,
Tiada Siapa Yang Terkecuali,
Lemah Jemari Nafas Terhenti,
Tidak Tergambar Sakitnya Mati,
Cukup sekali Jasadku Untuk Mengulangi
Jantung Berdenyut Kencang,
Menantikan Malaikat Datang,
Mengigil Ketakutan Gelap Pekat Dipandangan,
Selama Ini Diceritakan
Kini Aku Merasakan
Di alam Barzakh Jasad Dikebumikan
Ku Meratap, Aku Mengharap,
Ku Meminta Di hidupkan Semula,
Agar Dapat Kembali Ke Dunia Nyata
Perjalanan Rohku,
Melengkapi Sebuah Kembara,
Singgah Di Rahim Bonda,
Sebelum Menjejak Ke Dunia,
Menanti Di Barzakh,
Sebelum Berangkat Ke Mahsyar,
Diperhitung Amalan,
Penentu Syurga Atau Sebaliknya
Tanah Yang Basah Berwarna Merah,
Semerah Mawar Dan Jugak Rindu,
7 Langkah Pun Baru Berlalu,
Susai Talkin Penanda Syahdu,
Tenang Dan Damai Di Pusaraku,
Nisan Batu Menjadi Tugu,
Namun Tak Siapa Pun Tahu Resah Penantianku
Terbangkitnya Aku Dari Sebuah Kematian,
Seakan Ku Dengari,
Tangis Mereka Yang Ku Tinggalkan,
Kehidupan Disini Bukan Suatu Khayalan
Tetapi Ia Sebenar Kejadian
Kembali Oh Kembali,
Kembalilah Kedalam Diri,
Sendirian Sendiri,
Sendiri Bertemankan Sepi,
Hanya Kain Putih Yang Membaluti Tubuhku,
Terbujur Dan Kaku,
Jasad Terbujur Didalam Keranda Kayu
Ajal Yang Datang Dibuka Pintu ,
Tiada Siapa Yang Memberi Tahu,
Tiada Siapa Pun Dapat Hindari,
Tiada Siapa Yang Terkecuali,
Lemah Jemari Nafas Terhenti,
Tidak Tergambar Sakitnya Mati,
Cukup sekali Jasadku Untuk Mengulangi
Jantung Berdenyut Kencang,
Menantikan Malaikat Datang,
Mengigil Ketakutan Gelap Pekat Dipandangan,
Selama Ini Diceritakan
Kini Aku Merasakan
Di alam Barzakh Jasad Dikebumikan
Di Alam Barzakh - Far East
Precious
Friday, December 4, 2009
Precious. Try to have a look at the movie. A great one. Inspiring indeed. Well, Oprah is involved in the project and that should explain. I encountered this song in the movie. It is one of the soundtracks.
Something very strange and mystic happened to me
Something realistic
And as weird as can be
Something that I feared
Somehow is endeared to me
And what a funny feeling
Odd and yet so true
Did a thing like this Ever happen to you?
Did you ever see a dream walking?
Well, I did!
Did you ever hear a dream talking?
Well, I did!
Did you ever have a dream thrill you with
Will you be mine?
Oh it’s so grand
and it’s too, too divine
Did you ever see a dream dancing?
Well, I did!
Did you ever see a dream romancing?
Well, I did!
Did you ever find heaven right in your arms
saying I love you I do?
Well, the dream that was walkin’
and the dream that was talkin’
and the heaven in my arms was you
Did you ever see a dream walking?
Well, I did!
Did you ever hear a dream talking?
Well, I did!
Did you ever have a dream thrill you
with Will you be mine?
Oh it’s so grand
and it’s too, too divine
Did you ever see a dream dancing?
Well, I did!
Did you ever see a dream romancing?
Well, I did!
Did you ever find heaven right in your arms
saying I love you I do?
Well, the dream that was walkin’
and the dream that was talkin’
and the heaven in my arms was you
No One Laugh
Thursday, December 3, 2009
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor
No one laughs at God when the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one's laughing at God when it's gotten real late and their kid's not back from that party yet
No one laughs at God when their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake
No one's laughing at God when they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else and they hope that they're mistaken
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door and they say "We've got some bad new, sir,"
No one's laughing at God when there's a famine, fire or flood
Regina Spektor: Laughing With
